I am avoiding… no I should say I am digesting what I just read and I am taking time to think it through… so in the mean time I am messing around on the blog. I must say this is has added to my procrastination for other classes. I am still so ill though, which makes me want to freak out. I feel okay for 1 week and then I am dying for 2 weeks. I am thinking of smoking again, I never got ill like this when I was smoking… but then I think that maybe that is why I am ill now, it is all catching up with me.
Hey, this is a trial ‘comment’ to see if my posting is working this week
YES!!! I can comment on your blog again!
Well … having taken many psych classes on what the heck smoking does to you, I would probably say your sickness isn’t directly related to lack of…whatever neurotransmitter it is that nicotine works on, though withdrawl probably can weaken the immune system. Maybe you’ve been sick simply because you’re less stressed, more motivated and feeling better mentally. The messed up way things usually work is that when you’re stressed your body stays healthy to pull you through it but when the stress is over your body relaxes and BAM you get sick, but it’ll even out. Fight the urge, springtime always makes me want to smoke because of finals and nice weather (who would have thunk a cigarette is a good excuse to be outside?) but we all know our lungs don’t think the same way we do. lol